Apr
17
all the pretty things
so much fear.
too many drugs.
too many nights where I couldn't be alone so I abandoned myself.
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mccutch
Apr
17
morning breakfast
i woke up swimming in the past.
the thoughts of her, and the pain I caused her, forming in my
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Apr
16
the best years of my life were not moments in life
the best years of my life, so far, have all been in my 40's
though many of the
Apr
09
a note to my younger self
Apr
02
life is weird when you don't know what you're doing
when we're younger there are so many things we know but don't understand yet.
(one way
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Mar
19
thoughts at 2 a.m.
the lights from the neighbors back porch peak through my curtains brightly. i roll over. a 2-hour 34 minute video
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Mar
12
a simple morning walk
i step out of the house
moving from shadow to light, dream to day, day to daydream
the first feet
Feb
27
was she the one?
I saw her getting off the train when I glanced over my shoulder. I don't know why I
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Feb
12
the window
i wake in my clothes, a simple blanket pulled over me. the laptop open to my face
there is no
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Jan
23
mind games
when your parents teach you not to trust love
you become a person in disguise
searching, yearning, and scrambling
portraying